Oh sunny days.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

8:48 PM

i've moved to http://onlyicandefinemyself.wordpress.com/ :))

7:55 PM

Yesterday's MS prac made me come out in tears.
what the shit. really dislike the way Shiek questions you. It totally made me lose any shred of confidence I have in myself.
Seriously.
I starte out my reasoning just fine. that is until he started laughing at whatever I said. ARGH!
then question and laugh question me and laugh. OMG the horror.
I was feeling so frustrated.! hate that kind of feeling.
lesson learnt: DO NOT ever let Shiek make me feel less confident of myself anymore.!!

THen...
there's the pre-clinicals assessment.
It should have been sent to our school email by 5pm. to be completed within 24hours.
BUT IT'S NOWHERE IN SIGHT!
s ohow the hell am I gonna get it completed before i go to school at 10am tml? and lessons are from 10-6 tml NON-STOP. howhowhow??
THERE GOES MY SLEEP.
so annoyed.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

10:34 PM

Saw *that bastard* friend on wed, heard of some things regarding *that bastard*.
Got totally disgusted by what I heard.
Till now, I still can't shake it out of my mind.
FREAK!
Why was I so blind to have loved him like I did.
Don't even know if i still think of him now. FML.

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Dunno what I wanna do with my life.
Sometimes I feel all stressed up when I think of all the things that needs to be studied and completed.
But, most of the time, I just can't feel the urge to go ahead and start working on all of it.
Stressed but not wanting to do any work. Ironic isn't it?
Sometimes I really wonder if I'm really cut out for this line of work. There are just so many "what if"s and so many insecurities.
Sometimes I would think of the possibility of me repeating the year in fear of screwing somebody's leg/ arm up.

~will my mr right ever appear?~

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

10:14 PM

SO MANY THINGS TO DO. SO LITTLE TIME!!!!
doubt i'm able to sleep early again tonight :(
nose blocked max again.
med like not working at all.
annoyed.
irritated.
don't come near me.

things to do for tonight:
1.) read 20 page article on degenerative tendons and exercise
2.) Motor Re-learning Programme (haven't open that file, dunno how long it is)
3.) prepare exercise to train serratus anterior
4.) re-read the article i read yesteday cuz i didn't get what it was saying
5.) re-read my article and write out a summary

how to sleep early like that!!!! T.T
and i'm still sick.
can i ever get well??

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

11:58 PM

been AGES since i last bloggged. totally forgot that this even existed. HAHA. well, i need a means to vent and so, i'm back here again!

11:59
and i'm still awake.
救命啊!

bad nose infection + friggin blocked nose + irritable throat + drowsiness from medicine + 12 page long article = dead ME.

this constant stress from school is making me so sick and tired of it. Why does singapore only has physiotherapy as a diploma course, but we're like working so HARD. something is defnitely wrong with the education system. IT.IS.SERIOUSLY.WARPED. rah!!

i think before we graduate, we will be the ones who needs therapy -.-

i mean, come on man! we are humans too... the amount of workload is so scary. never been this stressed. not even A levels could scare me in the past.
i've finally met my nemesis.. LOL.

procrastinating now.definitely.obviously. haha..
i should be reading the 12 page article on mal-treating infants. HOWEVER, it is so "cheem" that i don't get half of what's written >.< dumb or what! haha..

alrighty~ no more procrastinating for a while. imma finish looking for related articles and head for bed. hopefully before 1am. *fingers crossed*

Thursday, September 30, 2010

10:42 PM

been too long..didn bother to update.
holidays now
got back results alrdy.
bloody eff-ing shyt stuff..
worked so hard to get what i didn like.. good job olivia..!
rah!
gotta work doubly hard the next sem..there's no way i'm gonna give up just cuz of this..
i'm so gonna get into the director's list..
just you see..
no way am i giving up..
i've come too far to give up now.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

10:36 PM

my brain is like saturated to the max...
i really hope next wednesday comes by fast...!
let me get it over and done with.! kine prac i mean..
hope i dun mix up the longus and brevis like wad lynn did today during her prac >.<
please dun panick. that's a message to myself.
and...
i think this particular girl is super annoying and self centered. my patient i mean. gosh.
she's hard to palpate. and i haven got the chance to palpate her yet at all and just because she hasn't finish studying she refuses to go to school. school has so many of us helping each other out yeah.. if i screw up part of my prac because of her i'm so gonna screw her up i swear.
mug hard! memorise all the origin and insertions! jiayou jiayou jiayou ME =3 !